silly me

"Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are,
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
And tell you I set you apart,
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions,
Oh let's go back to the start,
Running in circles, coming in tails,
Heads on a science apart,
Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart,
Questions of science, science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart,
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me,
Oh and I rush to the start,
Running in circles, chasing tails,
Coming back as we are...

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard,
I'm going back to the start..."
-Coldplay, 'The Scientist', A Rush of Blood to the Head
For R.
My heart hurts.
I'm a stupid girl. A very, very stupid girl.